C'est La Vie

C'est Moi

About Me

I am Isabel. Welcome to my blog. This place is a collection of my experiences.

Born in Sgp in Oct 1986.

Loves:
- Life
- My family
- P3
- Guy
- Crazy Elephant, Clarke Quay & Erdinger
- Sexy scents (If you smell sexy, stay away, I might just eat you up!)
- Good lookers (They always make my day *wink*)
- Chilling out with JCW
- Dresses (2008 new craze for me!)
- Fags
- YOUTUBE et WMM
- ADDIDAS, COACH, CHANEL et GUCCI

Hates:
- Princesses (Big bullies when I am nice to you!)
- Control Freaks (It is my life, not yours, back off!)
- Racist pigs (Love the world because we are different. *winks*)
- Being bored
- Being broke

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Favorite webbies

Me on YOUTUBE

Village Voice

New York Times

JCW

Bibi

Robert Moran

Happy Slip

Kevjumba

Xiaxue

COACH

Black Boutique

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Monday, August 01, 2005 3:57 PM

- LETTER TO MY CRUSH -

Hmm. I don't wish to go into so much details as it really gives me a headache to think about it. But just know the issue here is that I got drunk in my friend's brother's gathering, kissed my crush who happens to be working in the same company as me, puked a lot, really embarassed myself big time. WTF.

So guilty as I am, I decide to send him an online message. By the way, I got into trouble with my boyfriend too, so what I did was really a bad bad thing.. This is how the letter went.

Hey dude, I just gotta send you this message. I am so sorry for what happened on Sat. It was totally uncalled for and I just lost control (with the help of nice alcohol). Hope you are not offended with whatever I said. I cannot remember all of what I said, but I must have spoken a lot. (since thats all I can remember) I guess you probably know now that I have a crush on you. But just want to tell you, don't worry. I am not going to stalk you and a crush does not mean much ba..Thanks for your help too (was it you or daddy?) Dunno la, but I am just so embarrassed still. You and daddy are the very rare ones to see me drunk, (usually are my friends and we get drunk together so no one really cares at the end. Lol) I really went out of bounds even though i warned myself not to. Do me a favour yea? Promise me that you will laugh about this outside of CB. I trust you won't spread this around. ( I really do!)I hope i did not tramautised you. But I already promised myself not to mix alcohol and you together anymore. Haha. But I know that no chances le.. So will be keeping these silly memories close to heart (ya, also will remember the puking too)Lastly and most importantly, stay cute and cheerful always. Hope you find your "jiu xing" soon. (Get saved!)

What do you think? Really false positivity yea? Burning with embarrasement deep inside still. Hope time heals.

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KISS ME @ 3:57 PM

- UPDATES: SIP SUCKS -

Ok. This is going to be quite a bit, I think. SIP sucks and this is what I wrote on my e journal recently.

Yesterday, we had another two new interns. I was off so I was not aware. This morning when I came to work in the MRT, my manager called me and told me to train the new interns. I agreed though I knew I did not have a chance to prepare anything for the training.It is different this time compared to the last intern I had helped out. Reason being I have not seen them before so things were going to be a little more formal. The first thing I did when I reached the office was to print out the checklists that I have done up previously. Since it was my manager who gave me this task, I was exempted from my normal duties for the day. I did not know how my colleagues felt about this but I soon found out. My end goal for the training is to ensure that I pass on whatever I know to them. I feel that this attitude is really the right way to go. So I tried my best and briefed them on the various destinations, the way to read the taxes' list and how to answer call-in customers using the RATS system.

When we had lunch together, I even told them honestly that I was an intern too and that I may not be as good as a senior but I will try my best. That been said, I can tell myself that the reason I am trying my best is because it is a task given to me and not because I was trying to act smart.In the afternoon, when I did up the extension numbers' list (another task by my manager over the phone), one of my colleagues walked past and asked why I was so "KPO". It really hurt me because I would not be doing it for fun right?Then in the evening, when I gave them a mini test, another colleague walked over and started saying out loud in general that the test was so difficult that even she who have been there for 6 years would fail it. Then she asked whether she should be sacked because she failed the test! Honestly, even the intern who have been there a month could answer the questions that I posted. The questions were meant to provide a real life example of what kind of questions customers would ask. I do not feel that I have done anything wrong but maybe the only mistake I made was trying my best and not hiding that in front of people who will always see me as an intern.

Am I too conscious of what others think? Maybe I am, but I always thought that it is good to care about what people think, so at least I can correct my mistakes. So I did a brave thing, I talked to my colleague (the one who called me "KPO"), and I explained that it was my manager who asked me to do up the extension list. I asked him after realising that I might have huge faults that I am bind to, what I did wrong. There was no clear answer but a good advice came from him and he told me that I should not be so conscious of what others think.I hope the advice will help. But on my part, I will have to be balanced. Though it is true that I should not be so affected by what my colleagues think but I cannot be so ignorant of what they feel too. Every feeling and word said, I believe has a purpose and meaning behind it. If I have been getting harsh words too often (thank goodness, I do not face this everyday!), I think I better question myself. It is hard I think, to try figure out what is wrong when you do not see it but at least I am taking first steps to admitting that I may have some hidden faults. I hope I find out the faults soon but on the brighter side of things, if harsh words only come from these colleagues and no one else in the office, I might really have to take the advice at the extreme and be so unconscious of them!Not to worry though, I am on internship, representing my school and myself, so I will be responsible and keep up what I set to achieve! Positivity keeps the sun shining!

But luckily, things are looking up at work. So not too bad. Wait till you read the next entry.

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KISS ME @ 3:24 PM

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