- RANDOM RANTING -
I fell down 3 times yesterday in public, just by plain walking. WTH is happening to me? I don't know, really.
I was Passion4 & then I went to Gotham. All alone. Anyway, I met some cool screaming ladies at Gotham. The performance was crazy like usual but I just can't stop laughing.
I played with Fate. I knew D would be there at Gotham & I was just trying my luck, I guess. I first saw him in the smoking room, I do not know whether he saw me but I just pretended I didn't see him.
(JCW, Ism had some play again, update you when I have time.)
After that, I saw him on the dance floor alone. After that, he was at the bar alone (again). I walked over & stood in front of him. Yeah, he saw me alright. He didn't pretend to look shocked (which means he saw me in the room already)
Anyway, I don't understand myself nowadays. I was talking a bit too much to the ladies. Just plain ranting away. But 1 main topic I had was of course D, who treated me like shit. This is so like Emy. I mean it. But I got attracted still. F*** myself, so screwed.
I guess the only way out, is to just enjoy for the moment. Probably to take it easy.
