- THANK YOU, LEO -
The past week was an uncertain period of my life. Things happened and I could not understand what I was feeling. Thank goodness, I had Leo there with me.
You know initially I thought he would be unhappy, disapproving of what I had done. However, he was surprisingly calm and even listened to what I had to share.
My feelings were mixed and I hate to be this unsettled. You know how it feels like, to do something wrong, and you KNOW but you don't FEEL wrong. Seriously, now I understand knowing and feeling are not the same. I do not know whether I want to cry or laugh, but I catch myself smiling at the events that passed.
When I told Leo about smiling, he said "Don't". Yeah, I know I should not but how can I stop this, when it happens subconsciously?
I can count the events in my life that made me feel like this. The very first one was SP. Probably, if you read my earlier entries, you would figure out what I am talking about in this entry.
Anyway, all of you out there, take care. Thank you, LEO.
