- LETTER TO MY CRUSH -
Hmm. I don't wish to go into so much details as it really gives me a headache to think about it. But just know the issue here is that I got drunk in my friend's brother's gathering, kissed my crush who happens to be working in the same company as me, puked a lot, really embarassed myself big time. WTF.
So guilty as I am, I decide to send him an online message. By the way, I got into trouble with my boyfriend too, so what I did was really a bad bad thing.. This is how the letter went.
Hey dude, I just gotta send you this message. I am so sorry for what happened on Sat. It was totally uncalled for and I just lost control (with the help of nice alcohol). Hope you are not offended with whatever I said. I cannot remember all of what I said, but I must have spoken a lot. (since thats all I can remember) I guess you probably know now that I have a crush on you. But just want to tell you, don't worry. I am not going to stalk you and a crush does not mean much ba..Thanks for your help too (was it you or daddy?) Dunno la, but I am just so embarrassed still. You and daddy are the very rare ones to see me drunk, (usually are my friends and we get drunk together so no one really cares at the end. Lol) I really went out of bounds even though i warned myself not to. Do me a favour yea? Promise me that you will laugh about this outside of CB. I trust you won't spread this around. ( I really do!)I hope i did not tramautised you. But I already promised myself not to mix alcohol and you together anymore. Haha. But I know that no chances le.. So will be keeping these silly memories close to heart (ya, also will remember the puking too)Lastly and most importantly, stay cute and cheerful always. Hope you find your "jiu xing" soon. (Get saved!)
What do you think? Really false positivity yea? Burning with embarrasement deep inside still. Hope time heals.
