- FUCK -
Can't imagine I have to get ready for the stupid big talk next week. Now the rest of P3 will try to justify their reasons for questioning everything I do?
Before I go for the talk, maybe I ought to re-cap what happened?
- Sat or Sun
1 of the days, P3 meets. Supposed to go for dinner. Then Leo wants to cut his hair (FOC) and Kar meets the Polar people. I feel left out. I showed black face (when we went into the gift shop, after the Polar gathering) When we were outside smoking, P3 start to question about me saying want to quit. What is the problem? Can't chill is it?
-Fri (18.05)
Leo passes his CPTC. Last minute, P3 want to meet.I can't. Meeting JCW. Kar tries to irritate me on msn when I went online after I got home.
It goes something like this:
K: "Leo says you were busy?"
ME: "I didn't say I was busy, just have something on"
K: "So what were you doing"
ME: " Dinner with colleagues"
K: "Colleagues? But you see them everyday"
I started to explain my self. Then I thought, fuck leh, she is trying to create problems, why must I explain myself? Can't be bothered anymore, so just answer 1 word answers.
- Sat (19.05)
Orchard & PS
(Supposed to watch 200 Pound Beauty, GV at PS not screening any longer) - P3 met up and walked a bit in Orchard. Things were fine, we laughed, and talked about life. I enjoyed myself that night!
- Sun (20.05)
Leo and me met up - wanted to catch the movie in Cathay Orchard this time, but sold out! We walked a bit in Orchard. At about 9 plus, almost 10, we went to pick Kar up from work at J8. Took bus home, talked about Apit (her problem with b.f)
- Sat (26.05)
P3 met up at CP. Leo got pissed at me for playing PSP when we all got together. (Playing halfway, can't save also, have to complete the battle first) Anyway, in the end, just switched off the set and PSP saved some data temporary) Leo never liked my PSP in the first place.
- Sun (27.05)
Ka sms us. Wanted to meet on Fri, said I would confirm with her again.
- Mon (28.05)
Understood from MSN Leo can't meet on Fri. Kar sms to said forget abt Friday. Sensed a bit wrong here.
I sms abt Thurs meetup. Leo replied can't, Kar replied "Thanks maybe next time"
So I sms them when they would be free to meet up (this was done during my Korean dinner, JCW's birthday celebration)
- Tues (29.05)
Leo sms in the morning Sat, he can. So I replied to two people (him & Ka), that I can, how about Ka. Then it happened. She sms that she meeting Polar people, and would love for me and Leo to come, only afraid that "I would show black face, if I felt left out"
Super pissed. Forward her sms to Leo. He replies why not mini-meet her and talk about it. But still pissed. Fuck la, don't try to be nice first then be bad.
Sms Kar about her sms sending the wrong vibes.
She replied about 1plus am that it didn't mean to send wrong vibes, but since I thought so, let it be.
- Wed (30.05)
Kar sms about meeting as she ended work at 830pm that day. But I have an appointment, can't meet up. Replied to her. She replies "Oh yes, it is ladies night, I forgot"
In the evening, while I was having sushi, Leo smses. Questions why I can't meet. Was thinking, another 1 on my tail. Why must I explain again. Choose to ignore.
- Thurs (TODAY 31.05)
Went on msn. Saw Leo's nick "You must been too drunk to interpret my sms" Wah. His sms was at 8 plus pm, I was eating sushi. (No sake ok!) Drunk, my foot.
So he talks to me online and told me about meeting next week, when we talk about the important issues.
Freaking sian. Don't want to face this. But I must be prepared. Otherwise, will get shot till I die by this 2 people.
